A personal account and good resource for mental illness, specifically bipolar disorder.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
The small symptoms of BP.
I have heard many say they are symptomatic with the big ups and downs. I have noticed that I am symptomatic when I feel the slight changes in my moods. The reason I say this is that I forever try to stop the symptoms when they start and recognizing when they start is the hard part. I see the big dips in mood however it is when I feel the small ones that I need to pay attention to. For instance today I could feel myself getting tired and sleepy then all the sudden getting restless (not sitting still). The other night I was annoyed and irritated because I was hungry I was ready to bite someones head off. These are the times that I need to be aware of- not because it is not normal to have these things go on it is that if I do not attend to them they get out of control for me. I can get hungry but not stay hungry because if I do my mood takes a turn for the worst. Not that people do not get irritable and restless then tired but if they change every 15 min or so there might be a problem. It's all about learning about me. The patterns is what teach me the most. If I really look and am truly honest with myself I can see the problem before the problem starts. The time to stop the fire is when it starts not when the fire truck have put it out already.
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Good for you to be able to recognize the warning signs. That's so important!
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